Monday, July 18th, 2005
- HERE is an true life story i wanna share about vf all bloggers out there………approximately 14mths bacck,i befriended a gorgeous yet fantastic "sheila"(australian term4 a female@lady) that truely captivated my soul rite afta i knew her better…her simper smile,canny behaviour,energetic….u name it,SHE has it!!!eventually we became cloze frenzs in a short period of time,tryin2resolve any probs pertaining each othas life matters…emotional,financial,family,peer preasure&etc…….if u were 2ask hw i felt……vfout any hesitation i will say"im in seventh heaven!!!"HELL YA cz the fact is…i thought the world of her once….GET WAT I MEAN???but…………situations changed dramatically as if da entire universe is all against me!DANG IT!!!!!!frenship started 2b sourish as once the chemistry tat existed had diminished permenantly,4GOOD……squabbles afta squabbles,war of words&tower of egotism builds and looms as day goes by…even da minutest matter will trigger WORLD WAR 3!!!we arent talkin as much as we used 2….SIGH…………………………………………………she juz luv 2rub me up da wrong way most of the time&2b frank,its sucking me down under da mouth….hurtful too…..to listen evry single word tat she splashes onto me,myself…(thou im a shirty guy,i kept my nerves most of the time)especially in STPM season,MAN!!! I too hv a bundle of sack of probs on my back,yet i tried2solve her matter 1st..pretty dumb rite?i thought so!!(still,luv beats everything else in this world)my probs?????i’ll put it on da back burner.NOW???I ended up as a "lost sheep lookin4it’s way back"2secure a better future….(mine looks bleak at da moment) HOW CAN I TRANSFORM THIS SHEILA 2HER OLDSELF BACK@IS SHE DISGUISING AS ANOTHA PERSON???DOES IT really WORTH IT 4ME2CONTINUE THIS PUTRID RELATIONSHIP ????SHOULD I STILL LEND A HAND NEXT TIME SHES IN TROUBLE???SO HOW????U GUYS & SHEILAS TELL ME!!! ENDING UP OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL NOT BE ON MY LIST BY ANY CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!must i just cling on & trust my heart that this wound will heal eventually??????
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